It has been an emotional couple of weeks since this photo of Leo's foot was taken on his second day of life. Walking out the door of the NICU and leaving my babies behind hooked up to monitors, sensors and breathing devices was probably the hardest thing I have had to do in my life. It is not easy to accept that you can only "visit" your newborn babies. As much as I knew it was a possibility that they would end up in the NICU, I certainly was not prepared for the experiences of the past two weeks. That being said, I am extremely grateful for the care that I received from my doctors and that the babies received in the NICU.What a wonderful sight today as I entered Luke and Leo's room and discovered that neither of them were connected to any wires, tubes or monitors! When Luke started crying, I was able to pull him right out of the crib without worrying that I would disconnect his oxygen sensor or set off the alarm that measured his respirations.
Provided all goes well overnight, we are scheduled to bring both boys home tomorrow. In some ways, I feel like I have significantly missed out on their first two weeks of life. However, I intend to make up for it starting tomorrow. For now, I better go get some sleep.
You are such a wonderful mother and I can't wait to see you in action. Today I spent with John, Luke and Leo's cousins. Austin just became the hockey league champions and Sarah played her heart out for her team. They have to start growing because they have entered a competitive family of over achievers. Mommy Angela I know you know what I mean. Blessing to you and Davin.
ReplyDeleteSo glad your babies are home and well. Get as much rest as you can. For some reason I'm thinking John will be the one keeping you on your toes! Can't wait to see them :)
ReplyDeleteAuntie Karen "Kiki"